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Nefissa,
11:05:00 PM
Sayonara
Thursday, September 03, 2009
"Hey Neffy...I got something to tell ya...",she said ."yeah?" I answerd. "Its been decided...we're leaving next year...".Blood drained from my face,instead it began pounding in my ears,pain clwaed through my heart,my grip on the handrail tightened.It took a solid minute for my brain to process what she had just said.I could only hope that my pain didn't show on my face."hey...you alright?"came her voice...filled with concern but sounded very far away.I just shook my head."Congratulations" was all I could say.I took a deep breath and continued"I'm so happy for you"." I know" she grinned."When are you leaving?" I asked."Umm...we're not sure yet...somewhere between the end of this year and the beginning of the next",she answered but I wasn't really listening.Her voice as faint as a butterflay flapping its wings."Crunch" went the dry leaves as a car rolled into the driveway."Owh darn...your sister's back..." I muttered.Thats alright...You can saty if you want to" she said."Nah...its ok...I don't really feel comfortable around ur sis anyway..." I shrugged."Well...see you round"I waved,jogging away."BYEE!!!" she yelled,waving both arms madly.I chuckled at her childish attitude.When I had put a distance between myself and her house,I let my emotions free of their prison.Emotions I didn't want her to see during our conversation.As I sat on the curb,looking at the golden dusk,memories flashed in front of my eyes.The time we first met.The time she protected me when everyone else ganged up against me.Tears filled up on overflowed from my eyes,and all I could think of was WHY?
Ok...I konw this might be dumb...but hey...this IS a blog rite?
Nefissa,
8:10:00 PM
Hurt-a very painfull emotion...
Sunday, August 02, 2009
I never knew how much this could hurt...not seeing my name under her list of best frinds...I know I'm to blame for not making time to see her...and I'm to blame for giving excuses not to see her...but when i saw that...it was...excrutiating...we've been best friends since standed 6...and after neglecting her for so long...who can blame her? Let me quote: "I'll only expose my real self to: 1) Shie Hui 2) Edric kor :) 3) Hui Qing 4) Ching Ann 5) Kah May 6) Ren Jie 7) Vivien 8) Joel :D Currently loving:My family my very, very close friends, listed as above" how can that NOT hurt? why am I not in that list? after three years...why? What did i do? Why me????????? ARGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Sorry Lee Chen...sorry for everything i've done to you...
Nefissa,
8:45:00 PM
SORRY BLOG!!!!
Friday, July 24, 2009
AHHHH!!! i neglected(correct spelling?) my blog for soooooooooo long...so once again...sorry blog!!!!!! Monday-sigh....nuthin much happened...perhimpunan...go class...so sien...felt lyk sleeping de whole time...XD Tuesday-chorus speaking!!! teacher angry...we all talk so much...heh heh...sorry Miss Duera...nuthin much happened today too...AHHH SO SIEN!!! den wan to walk home den i see my popo!!! she come visit...but 2 day 1 night iny...so sad....T-T Shireene has flu...always cry... Wednesday-road relay!!! we were in de lead...den fatin ran and got 3rd plce...lucky cut 1 person get second..after running felt like want to vomit...ugh...tried to tahan..den feel dizzy pulak...haiyo...go home feel better... Thursday-AHHHHHH!!!!! life sux....i found out out dat dey all having an anti-swift club...feel bloody emo...wat shud i do?????? ARGHHHH!!!!! Friday-feel so guilty 2day...desmond ask for his money back...but i no money...sorry dessy...i pay u back next week!!! promise!!!! den i ponteng last period...play bball wit tripleT,Chen teng,damien,dylan and yi shen...felt soooo tired afterward...
Nefissa,
7:20:00 AM
Leo Forum!!! It Rox!!!
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Leo Forum! Forum!! FORUM!!! WOW it was fun...went on friday came back onsunday...no teachers!!! Friday-Woke up 5.30 2 try and finish packing...popo so nice make me breakfast..went to skool and every1 was lyk;"Neffy!!! wat u do wit ur hair??!!"owh...i cut my hair...damn short...den ashley came and said: Ashley:Neffy?! why u cut ur hair? Me:So cannot wear dress... Ashley:Yer...finelorh...den i put make up for u... Me:Noooo!! Dun Wan...wer got ppl wear suit wear make up wan??? Ashely:FINE!! Uwatch out..me susu and an na gonna hide ur suit... Me:HAH!! try if u can..u'll nv do it!! aiyah..very lazy nex time ony continue lah...ciao!!!
Nefissa,
9:26:00 PM
A Perfect Afternoon To Be Bored~
Monday, June 01, 2009
Hello nooobs!!!How r ya hols? damn sien rite? ony 3 days i so bored edi...T-T. if dis is ur 1st visit 2 my blog...welcome n dun read de blog before dis...see? I told ya so...NOO!!! DUN LOOK AGAIN!!!
Friday-HAPPY TEACHES DAY!!! abby so emo...we oso duuny y...woke up at 7.00 den wen wan to leave nesrine come out n start crying...ask me 2 opoen door...den wen open edi say du wan go...KNSlah u...den at skool wen de teacher all came in,me,kyle and ashley started cheering,"YAY!!! The nathans are here!!! yay nathans!!!'den every1 look at us lyk damn siot...haha...we all damn syok sendiri...den afterward disscuss wit abby about de cfnd play...while discussing while sms-ing wit yc...eventhough she jus across us...XD.den wen dey announce yc gonna sing me n abby were lyk:
abby:uhoh...i hope my specs wont crack!! me:AHH!! hope my fone screen won't "kaping"!!!
den wen yc start singing me and ashley so syok sendiri start singing wit yc and co.wen de song finish edi leh:
abby:YAY!! my specs are safe!!!
me:so is my fone!!! its ok!!!
lol...can c yc's face so...anyway...de teachers start to sing...me,abby,zy,n her fren*SOWEE...i dunno ur name*go hear mp3,fone and ipod...den wen finish go leo meeting...xin rou keep molesting me...den emily suggest susu make projct: emily:su shen! y dun u make project? me:yea...den i become ur penolong!!! su shen:dun wan!!! den i die!!! me:its ok! u die i die! u jump i jump! wait! on second thought u jump i push u.ok? den afterward go home... Saturday-woke up early for scouts meeting...wen arrive 1st thing abby said 2 me was"NEFFY!! got spare forage cap?" LOL...den lynn tell me her sad story...y ppl so evil nowdays?den afterward sir give us lecture bout cfnd...den after shi yan lyk wan maniac come and say: Shi yan:neffy! ask ur dad RM5 per head wat menu? me:wat type of food u want? shi yan:umm...10 vegeterian and chicken,fish vege and rice...can onot? *yc so kpc suddenly jump in* yc:HAH!? chickenneffy? got maeh? me:WOI!!! HOW LONG U NV CLEAN EAR HAH? CHICKEN AND FISH NOT CHICKEN NEFFY!!! KNSlah u... *den dessy oso come join* dessy:how many vegeterian? me &shi yan:10 ony... dessy:10 not eanough...make 15... me &shi yan:ok... shi yan:so 15 vegeterian,chicken,fesh.vege and rice...ok? YC:HAHA!!! chickenneffy... me:...noob...KNSlah u... den afterward talk wit granpa abit...he look really irritated wit clara and co...always ask questions...even tot i saw clara batting her eyelashes at granpa...GRRR~!!! how dare she...stay away from him... Sunday-talk wit sher lynn...so sien...den afterward mom nagg me to take shower...haih...wat to do? after shower we had lunch and went out to summit for book fair and watch movie...finally!! i got the 2nd book of eragon!! den afterward went to watch nite at de museum2...damn funny...daddy go finish my popcorn!!! T-T. wen we went home...so tired untill wan go sleep...lol...2day oso had de worlds shortest conversation wit zy...den afterward read eragon and go sleep... end of 2days post
-How could you do that to me? After wat you've done,my heart will never be whole...mended-yes...but whole? Never- Neffy-1st june 2009
Nefissa,
1:00:00 AM
thursday night randomizing...
Thursday, May 07, 2009
HYEE!!!!its thursday nite...damn bored lah...ok...since so long never blog...i tell u wat happened this week...so 4 those hu wanna kno...listen up!!! Monday-Got MSSD...get ony 3rd place...so sad rite?But under 18 got 1st...wahh...very good rite? And i saw Su Ean...yes...you've guessed it...Kok Su Ean at MSSD bball...i saw her den she saw me den we hug n scream...den Li Sha scold me.."y u shout lyk pig ah???!!!" lol...soli lorh...XD Tuesday-Den on tuesday leh...got 2 go skool...so sad...i gotten used 2 ponteng skool edi...c[= den afterward every1 say"WAH!!! neffy!!! y u so black wan?"...arghh!!! i'm not black!!! i'm brown!!ders a big diff between dose 2... Wednesday-got a lot of drama...wah...atmosphere in class very emo untill me,yap yao n swift all feel so emo...der got 2 problems...1 for guys n 1 4 us girls...guys wan leh...no need tell lah...(cuz nothin 2 do wit me) but girls wan is between ashley,swift,me,joel and kyle...ashley(we tink)dun lyk de fact dat swift n joel wer 2geder...den swift ask me(and kyle) talk 2 her...wen we wan talk leh...she tell us 2 "fuck off"...damn shit rite? den swift try 2 talk 2 her...but i damn pissed off so i flame at swift,ashley,kyle n joel(sorry guys!!! ><)...n 2day granpa no come...T.T...so sad... Thursday-today i feel so weird...happy n emo at de same time...lol...long story...last saturday...was walking back wit granpa den i ask him,"hu u lyk?". he answer "no one" so i feel sad lorh...den 2 day i fell happy cuz wen granpa come back 2 skool, he ask me weder got miss him onot...*terms wer change due to secrecy*...lol 2 day damn shit...jihan say she sick so cannot open KORPERASI...nooo!!! i want my MnM's!!! den at nite watch american idol...allison is out...Nooooo!!!! *again* y everyting is so against me? somtimes i feel like life is hell...
Nefissa,
9:39:00 AM
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